Jeremy
Shows Us The Signs of Life
Jeremy
was born with a twisted body and a slow mind.
At the
age of 12 he was still in second grade, seemingly
unable
to learn. His teacher, Doris Miller, often became
exasperated
with him. He would squirm in his seat,
drool,
and make grunting noises. At other times, he
spoke
clearly and distinctly, as if a spot of light had
penetrated
the darkness of his brain. Most of the time,
however,
Jeremy just irritated his teacher.
One day
she called his parents and asked them to come
in for
a consultation. As the Forresters entered the
empty
classroom, Doris said to them, "Jeremy really
belongs
in a special school. It isn't fair to him to be
with
younger children who don't have learning problems.
Why,
there is a five year gap between his age and that
of the
other students."
Mrs.
Forrester cried softly into a tissue, while her
husband
spoke. "Miss Miller," he said, "there is no
school
of that kind nearby. It would be a terrible shock
for
Jeremy if we had to take him out of this school. We
know he
really likes it here."
Doris
sat for a long time after they had left, staring at
the
snow outside the window. Its coldness seemed to
seep
into her soul. She wanted to sympathize with the
Forresters.
After all, their only child had a terminal
illness.
But it wasn't fair to keep him in her class. She
had 18
other youngsters to teach, and Jeremy was a
distraction.
Furthermore, he would never learn to read
and
write. Why waste any more time trying. As she
pondered
the situation, guilt washed over her. Here I
am
complaining when my problems are nothing compared
to that
poor family, she thought. Lord, please help me
to be
more patient with Jeremy.
From
that day on, she tried hard to ignore Jeremy's
noises
and his blank stares. Then one day, he limped to
her
desk, dragging his bad leg behind him. “I love you,
Miss
Miller," he exclaimed, loud enough for the whole
class
to hear. The other students snickered, and Doris'
face
turned red. She stammered, "Wh-why that's very
nice,
Jeremy. N-now, please take your seat."
Spring
came, and the children talked excitedly about the
coming
of Easter. Doris told them the story of Jesus,
and
then to emphasize the idea of new life springing
forth,
she gave each of the children a large plastic egg
"Now,"
she said to them, "I want you to take this home
and
bring it back tomorrow with something inside that
shows
new life. Do you understand?" "Yes, Miss Miller,"
the
children responded enthusiastically-all except for
Jeremy.
He listened intently; his eyes never left her
face.
He did not even make his usual noises. Had he
understood
what she had said about Jesus' death and
resurrection?
Did he understand the assignment? Perhaps
she
should call his parents and explain the project to
them.
That evening, Doris' kitchen sink stopped up. She
called
the landlord and waited an hour for him to come
by and
unclog it. After that, she still had to shop for
groceries,
iron a blouse, and prepare a vocabulary test
for the
next day.
Jeremy's parents.
The
next morning, 19 children came to school, laughing
and
talking as they placed their eggs in the large wicker
basket
on Miss Miller's desk. After they completed their
math
lesson, it was time to open the eggs. In the first
egg,
Doris found a flower. "Oh yes life," she said. When
plants
peek through the ground, we know that spring is
here."
A small girl in the first row waved her arm.
"That's
my egg, Miss Miller," she called out. The next
egg
contained a plastic butterfly, which looked very real.
Doris
held it up. "We all know that a caterpillar changes
and
grows into a beautiful butterfly. Yes, that's new
life,
too." Little Judy smiled proudly and said, "Miss
Miller,
that one is mine." Next, Doris found a rock with
moss on
it. She explained that moss, too, showed life.
Billy
spoke up from the back of the classroom, "My
daddy
helped me," he beamed. Then Doris opened the
fourth
egg. She gasped. The egg was empty. Surely it
must be
Jeremy's she thought, and of course, he did
not
understand her instructions. If only she had not
forgotten
to phone his parents. Because she did not want
to
embarrass him, she quietly set the egg aside and
reached
for another. Suddenly, Jeremy spoke up. "Miss
Miller,
aren't you going to talk about my egg?"
Flustered,
Doris replied, "But Jeremy, your egg is
empty."
He looked into her eyes and said softly, "Yes,
but
Jesus' tomb was empty, too."
Time stopped. When she could speak again, Doris asked
him, "Do you know why the tomb was empty?" Oh, yes,"
Jeremy said, "Jesus was killed and put in there. Then
His Father raised Him up." The recess bell rang. While
the children excitedly ran out to the schoolyard, Doris
cried. The cold inside her melted completely away.
Three months later, Jeremy died. Those who paid their
respects at the mortuary were surprised to see 19 eggs
on top of his casket, all of them empty.